Stressed Out

Hey there, its been too too long since i've updated. Alot has happened, and life isn't exactly great at the moment. But i guess things will get better eventually. The end of 2015 and so far, the first month of 2016 has been hectic and buzy. I haven't gotten the time to actually leisure around and update or even have time for myself. But yeah, its a long story.

Oh, but i did take a few photos, well, someone took it for me (mostly Nadya because she's the bomb dot com, and also Ira huehue) and i didn't share them here yet so here they are.

Yes, we took alot. But well, besides the over excessive amount of photos, the last 3 months has been nothing but stressful. I'm trying to think positive tho. Its really hard when shit is happening on repeat. 

But well, long story short, i got into an accident around a month to two months back and now i owe a singh (in a way i owe Abang Fauzi because he paid for me first) 1.7k. Which is pretty fucked up, since i've never had an easy time financial wise. So, i decided to search for a job, and i applied for Loka Malaysia which is in NU Sentral, and i got it. I was really sad about what has happened since i've been fighting with alot of people and having to owe someone money isn't a good addition to the stress i was already in. But, slowly, life is getting better (i hope). 

#SarahfromLoka

But i'm so blessed to have met my new co workers. They're amazing people. I've known them for 3 weeks or so (?) but they already feel like family. Everyone. Zye, Waie, Abrams, Sha, Naeem, Qila, Iqa, Amylia, Hamza, Ali. Everyone. I'm so blessed. I was really down about having to work 7 days a week, but, working with them, i really don't mind. 

Anyhow, besides that, on the 24th of January, it was Hafiiz's 19th birthday. His friends and i actually planned a surprise get together the night before, but yeah, shit happened and i ended up going home. But i did meet him on the day of his birthday which is the best i could do. But we had fun, and i really hope he had an amazing birthday.

Birthday boy!

Aren't they the cutest?

Oh, and that day, he visited me, i think it was on the 23rd, he gave me a box of candy and hand written letters. We were on our 1 month mark and i really didn't expect anything at all. He's adorable. 

Besides all of that, nothing else really happened. Well, not anything i can remember for now. But we did celebrate Waie's birthday on Sunday. He had to wear a bra and a skirt and do a catwalk, so that was pretty interesting. 

I'm at work now and i'm updating my blog, how smart. But yknow, i really have high hopes on my future and i really hope i won't disappoint myself. I've gotta work hard and get a scholarship pronto. 

Lets just hope for the best.