March

Hey there, its the 7th of March. A brand new month already.

Oh and its also Louay's birthday. Happy birthday you fine thang you!

There has been alot of things happening and at times, i get really tired and i just feel like giving up.

I'm trying to keep myself motivated, trying to keep myself relaxed and chill rather than overthinking about all the problems i'm facing. So far, i'm alive, so i guess that's good. I found out that i have to pass up my reports and presentations by 7th of April which is exactly a month from now. Which means, i'm fucked up. 80 pages and 50 pages (at least) respectively and my proposal and slideshows aren't even included. I have to attend school from the 1st of April to sort out all the stuff (files ect) so we can be evaluated properly by whoever that will be evaluating us. Tbh, i'm very scared.

But all that is going through my mind rn is the money i owe to Abang Fauzi just because of that one careless accident. I'm really tired. Working 7 days a week is really really tiring.

I barely have any time to even update my blog or even do anything. I'm too lazy to dress up moreover put on make up (but i do it anyway because i get insecure without).

A lot has happened in the span of a month and well, here are some photos of what has happened.

I went to "jog" with Marz and Ariff!

Oh and, Nadya came over and gave me a going away present (MAC's Modesty) EHEHEHHEHHHHE SHE DA BEZ

And after, we went to have dinner at Kul Catz!

Me and the girls had a long awaited girly time! Finally, after so long (MIA: Yana, she was buying something i think) (I'm talking about the mirror selfies btw)

Hafiiz finally came over to meet my parents and siblings, and i'm so so glad he did. All went well, alhamdullilah.

Ariff and Marz suprised me that day and i was so so happy because i was going through a rough patch and UGH it was so good to see them.

Oh and Arman visited too, but i didn't take any photos with him that day.

I'm really going to miss this bunch, but everyone has to leave someday.

Aina at me, 24/7 (she loves me, she really does)

Here are some photos of me, feeling so extra.

Oh wait, here are some more. Oh Sarah.

I actually had to model something for Loka that day (again) and i actually liked the outfit they put me in. Hence, mirror selfies.

Hey, bb.

These girls *heart emoji*

Marz and Haris visited me that day at Loka and ugh they are so cute i tell you!

Here's a selfie!

Ugh how am i so lucky?

I had to do Lucie's make up for the shoot and i think it looked pretty good, ui?

Here are some nasty face swap shots for your general viewing.

I look pretty good with grey eyes, don't you think? Hafiiz says i look scary. That scaredy cat.

I'm really really going to miss this bunch.

And here are some random selfies.

Well, that pretty much summed up what happened last month. Oh and i did get 2 new pairs of shoes so YAY! Hafiiz gave me a pair of Classic Vans as our 3rd monthsary present. HAIH IM SO LUCKY! But besides that nothing really interesting happened, unless you count getting stressed out interesting. 

I think there were other things that happened as well, but i don't quite remember right at this moment. Meh.

Oh well, hopefully March will be a better month. In shaa Allah.