Angel And Melodies
Whats wrong with me? I cant seem to get you off my mind. Its true that your pictures have nothing on me. And when you talk to other girls, i dont give a damn.
But somehow, when i remember the moments in the music room. When you played the piano. Everyone left just to leave me with you. Ahahah. I still remember every single second. The day i actually felt special. The say you made me realized you were more than a guy. You were an angel. I still cant seem to find that song you played. God, i remember spending so much time googling random notes just to find that song. I remember asking you for that sing, almost everyday. All you said was "sorry, i dont know". I still keep the paper that you wrote the notes in. I practically had to beg Aina to give it to me. Ahaha. Your writing is so cute. You never failed to make me smile, even without doing anything.
I read my diary a few days ago, and wow. I sure wrote a lot of things about you. I remember crying once, writing about you. It was when i found out you called me fat and something like that. I kept crying and crying and crying. But i always try to keep a smile on my face. Ahaha. Yeah, good times..
When you were with your girlfriends, god, it broke me. I thought i was going to die of heart break. And when you kissed her cheek in front of me. I felt like i couldnt move. The world faded before me. I wanted to kill myself.
I remember when we were in class, and someone told me you wanted to meet me after school. Wait, or was it, you told me? I dont know. I forgot. But i was so freaking nervous. I was thinking of what to say. What to do. I wanted it to end up like how Kiew proposed to Dayana. God, she looked so happy. But in the end.. You just left. Without saying a word. I cant even explain how dissapointed i was. How broken i was. Why did i even believe?
I also remember when me and my best friends were walking through the hall way, and suddenly you said hi to me. God, you had me starstruck. You had me speechless. I know you were trying to be 'friends', but im sorry, but you'll never be a friend to me.
God, remembering the embarassing texts i used to send to you. And your replies. I have it all in my diary. Why did i even try that hard?
Koala, i missed you. You were my parfait. I wanted you to see me more than an ugly girl. I changed for you. I wanted you to notice me. When you said i was childish, i tried my very best to be different. But you never ever noticed me..
So, here i am to say. Im finally letting you. Yes, i may still have feelings for you. That will never change. But i will never cry for you again. I know that i will never reach up to your standards. Im leaving you.
Goodbye, parfait.
But somehow, when i remember the moments in the music room. When you played the piano. Everyone left just to leave me with you. Ahahah. I still remember every single second. The day i actually felt special. The say you made me realized you were more than a guy. You were an angel. I still cant seem to find that song you played. God, i remember spending so much time googling random notes just to find that song. I remember asking you for that sing, almost everyday. All you said was "sorry, i dont know". I still keep the paper that you wrote the notes in. I practically had to beg Aina to give it to me. Ahaha. Your writing is so cute. You never failed to make me smile, even without doing anything.
I read my diary a few days ago, and wow. I sure wrote a lot of things about you. I remember crying once, writing about you. It was when i found out you called me fat and something like that. I kept crying and crying and crying. But i always try to keep a smile on my face. Ahaha. Yeah, good times..
When you were with your girlfriends, god, it broke me. I thought i was going to die of heart break. And when you kissed her cheek in front of me. I felt like i couldnt move. The world faded before me. I wanted to kill myself.
I remember when we were in class, and someone told me you wanted to meet me after school. Wait, or was it, you told me? I dont know. I forgot. But i was so freaking nervous. I was thinking of what to say. What to do. I wanted it to end up like how Kiew proposed to Dayana. God, she looked so happy. But in the end.. You just left. Without saying a word. I cant even explain how dissapointed i was. How broken i was. Why did i even believe?
I also remember when me and my best friends were walking through the hall way, and suddenly you said hi to me. God, you had me starstruck. You had me speechless. I know you were trying to be 'friends', but im sorry, but you'll never be a friend to me.
God, remembering the embarassing texts i used to send to you. And your replies. I have it all in my diary. Why did i even try that hard?
Koala, i missed you. You were my parfait. I wanted you to see me more than an ugly girl. I changed for you. I wanted you to notice me. When you said i was childish, i tried my very best to be different. But you never ever noticed me..
So, here i am to say. Im finally letting you. Yes, i may still have feelings for you. That will never change. But i will never cry for you again. I know that i will never reach up to your standards. Im leaving you.
Goodbye, parfait.
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