Purple Days

Its been awhile since i actually posted anything. So this is my first post in 2013. So, hello. I'm getting lazier and lazier every year so basically i don't really blog anymore. But wth. 

Nothing really happened this year. Well, nothing special that is. Wait, there are a few times that remain in my memories till now. But most of them, are gone. 

I want to write about them but, yeah. Being the lazy bum i am, i don't feel like it. Maybe next time.

Its the 30th of July today. Oh, and i got invited to DU's prom. Which honestly excites me. My so called prom date, Arman is Hana's best friend. Well, Hana has loads of best friends, but yeah, he's one of em. Her best friends? Who are they? Well, the ones i know are Aziza, Lutfi, Arman, Aina, Anis, Cheng May, Ilham, Arief, Ariff and Adam. 

Btw, Hana's friends are super nice and super friendly. She's lucky to have them. Really. I have never met anyone that can just be close after a few days. They're amazing people.

I don't remember when Arman invited me, but it meant a lot. I got invited by Ilham too, but he invited me because he thought i would be good company. But thats all. Aziza and the gang planned for all of us to meet up after trials! To get prom dresses and accesories! I'm excited as hell! 

But Hana planned for us to meet up before trials, just for fun. I think thats an amazing idea! I seriously can't wait to see them. 

My feelings for Asyreeq aren't going away. Sigh. I really tried to forget but it has been 4 months since we broke up but i still can't forget what he did and what he had done. Somewhat, deep in my heart, i still believe he's my soulmate. But pffth, yeah. I'm just fooling myself. Both Aina and Athirah asked me to find someone else. To try to like someone else. But idk, i just think its a waste of time. Its hard to get rid of feelings for someone. So i decided to just go on with liking Asyreeq until i find someone worthwhile when i grow older. I may get hurt alot but nah, i don't mind.

I'm on the court now, just got a blogger app. So this way i can post everyday! Yay! Laugh out loud. 

So far, my life has been okay. InsyaAllah it'll be okay for years to come.

Oh and btw, i just dipdyed my hair yesterday. I wanted it to be blue, but she said the blue wouldn't go in so she used purple and she left some blonde streaks. Honestly, i look weird. It may look hipster in a way, but i still don't really like it. My friend did her hair too, but she did it herself. And it ended up so pretty! It became electric blue. She got me blue hairdye as well, but she didn't bring it. So maybe i'll dye it blue after raya. But i feel really bad for my mom. Since she paid RM 140. Sigh. Lets just see how it goes.

I have nothing on until 3.30 pm. So i'm gonna take a nap. Its already 2. 

Hopefully everything will end up okay. For my results, my exam and my life. InsyaAllah.