Everything

CAUTION: TOO MUCH SUGAR (Not suitable for people with kencing manis)

Well... Here goes.

I want to be your everything. Your sunshine. Your raindrop. Your heart. Your shoulder. Your soul. I want to be with you, forever. I want to be by your side. I want to hug you and never let go. 

I want to kiss you and make sure our lips don't leave each others touch. I want to be in your arms, and watch horror flicks. And i want you to say "i told you so" when i get scared. And i want you to hug me and play with my hair when i feel sad. I want you to kiss my cheeks when i frown. I want you to hug me from behind without me knowing. 

I want to kiss you when you study. I want to dance and make you laugh when you're stressed out. I want to write a letter to you when you go overseas. I want to give you flying kisses everytime we part. I want to go to the beach, and watch the sunset in each others arms. I want to go eat all your favourite food without a care in the world. I want to go on rides at funfairs and screaming, while holding each others hand. I want to wake up to your face, your presence.

I want to be able to call you mine without feeling nervous. I want to see your smile, everytime i try to act cute. I want to catch you staring at me, and hugging me, telling me that i'm yours. I want to be able to make you smile no matter how bad your day went. 

I want to be able to dry your tears and fill the empty spots in your heart when you lose someone you care deeply about. I want to be able to do embarassing things in front of you, without feeling embarassed. 

I want to walk down the aisle. And see you staring at me. And just as i arrive, i want you to kiss my hands and i want you to tell me "i'm glad, i chose to marry you, because, i love you". 

I love you. I just.. I love you. 

Thank you for always being there for me. And always keeping me close to you, even if we're far apart. One day, with Allah's approval, we'll meet. And it'll be worth it.

Good luck for spm! I believe you. 100%. You studied really hard, and i'm so sorry for keeping you away from your books just to talk to me, or whatsapp me, or text me. I was a distraction and i'm sorry. I pray for the best, and hopefully, everything will end up fine. No matter how much you downgrade yourself, i will always believe in you. You're my inspiration, forever. You're an amazing person, someone worth keeping close. Seeing you stressed and unhappy, saddens me. I know i may not know what to do, or act like i don't care. But i care. Alot. You're my life. My everything.

(I like this photo of you and Ilham, so shh)

Good luck again sayang! You can do this! Just one more month! Straight A's, In Shaa Allah! I love you, Arman Iskandar.