Just Stop

I just wish someone understood how i felt. How it feels to be judged so narrowly. I mean, just because my pictures are colourful and i don't wear a baggy hardcore band shirt doesn't mean i don't go to concerts and listen to bands. I mean, yeah, it isn't a thing to be proud of, head banging and such. But its what keeps me happy. "Why would you want to go?" "Do you even like them?" "Prom and kpop isn't counted" wth. Did i ask for your opinion? I just said "lets go together!" Thats it. Not "omg lets rave and party and shit cuz i'm a badass". Just because i go to concerts doesn't mean i want to do bad stuff or mosh or wtv. I go because i enjoy the atmosphere and the music. So stop saying like i'm underage and i don't deserve to listen to one of my favourite bands. I know this is a small thing to complain about, but it hurts to the core. And no one understands. To some people, music is nothing. To some people music is everything. And i think i can be catagorized in the "everything" section. Yeah, it isn't that good to prioratize music, but at least i try to fufill my duty as a muslim by praying and always sending du'a's to Allah. I don't know why until now what people say means so much. Some people say "ignore what people say", well i can't. Cause it matters to much. If i could not care, i would. 

I just wish people would stop telling me what to like and what to not like. Its confusing me and making me turn into someone i'm not. I'm a girl who likes anime, loves listening to hardcore, loves vampire novels, and adores girl-looking kpop guys. Just because i'm into all of those things doesn't mean i berat sebelah in any of em. I enjoy listening to Asking Alexandria just as much as those fanboys do. And i enjoy drawing anime just as much as those mangaka's do. And i fangirl for kpop groups just as much as those other fangirls do. I read vampire novels just as much as those other twilight fans do. Doesn't mean i'm less in any of each. Its who i am. Stop telling me "ew you like kpop you can't like hardcore" "omg you like hardcore you're totally not an anime freak" "omg you like anime ew i'm sure you're not into kpop" just stop. Stop assuming who i am. I'm not your doll for you to push around. I'm a girl with feelings. And i'm just as human as you are. So i hope you understand. I am who i am. And just because i go to concerts doesn't mean i'm a bad person. As long as my parents are okay with it, i'm okay with it. I love my parents to the core and i wouldn't want to ever lose their trust. I don't drink, i don't smoke weed, i don't do drugs. I just listen to music, and enjoy it. Why is that so bad? I don't rave. I don't even dance. I just jump, and sing out loud. Why is that so wrong? 

I'm tired of people judging and acting like they know me so well. 

Just do this world a favor, and keep out of peoples business. You'd save a life.