Sting

I wish i didn't feel this way, the pain;
But its always been this way for me, the chain.

No matter how much it hurts, no matter how much i cry;
Somehow i still wait, somehow i still try.

Why is it that, i'm so weak for you;
This is too much to handle, its too much to chew.

I'm tired, dazed, and confused;
But all i want is you, but you seem subdued.

Did i do something wrong, am i not enough;
Can't i just let you go, why is it so tough?

I know you don't feel the same way as i do;
I don't even think you know what i feel, you don't have a clue.

I'm trying to ignore these feelings;
But it won't go away, with me, it clings.

The ego i used to have, has gone;
If i knew, my heart i would've withdrawn.

Is it because you're not near;
Who knew distance was something i would fear.

My feelings has been nothing but pure and sincere;
But i'm hurting inside, screaming, can't you hear?

I would never have guessed that i could cry for you;
But here i am, pathetic, if only you knew.

But even if you did, i don't think you'd give a shit;
Its sad, wish it wasn't true, but i'd have to admit.

I lie to you about my feelings, told you i'm fine;
The pain, the tears, i have to confine.

I'm stupid, aren't i, hoping for something that seems so distant;
These feelings, i wish they were non existent.