Open House

So finally, i found the time to update. Its been around two weeks since i actually updated about anything. I didn't update raya. I suck. Ahahaha. 

Anyhow, my two weeks worth of holidays went smoothly. Lets start with Aina sleeping over. She slept over for around, a week or so. I had so much fun with her around. I miss her already. 

Raya was amazing. I had an open house, and It went pretty well. Arman came. He came with the clan of course (Aziza, Arief, Lutfi, Ariff). They actually pranked me. They said that Arman couldn't make it. But when they arrived, Aziza went all "Sarah, come and take your present from Arman. Its too big, so we can't carry it" and i was dumb enough to think there was actually a present. And well, there sat Arman. Their prank definitely was worth remembering tho. Which wasn't fun, at all. Really. I was so mad i wanted to throw cupcakes at them. But since i'm polite, i know boundaries. Anyway, we were kinda awkward at first. We sat outside, and just went all "hey, um, how was your day?" Yes. It was that awkward. Zafran and Aina said they felt left out. Which i think they fit perfectly. But after a few minutes, we decided to play "truth or truth" and yeap. They decided to ask Sarah-Arman Aina-Mus questions. Which tbh, i thought was really embarassing. Lutfi kept making jokes and memburukkan orang but he was hilarious. He got rid of some of the awkwardness. 

But to make things more awkward, Akmal came with his friend. Yeap. He actually came. Since he canceled out on us the day before, we didn't actually think he'd make it. But well, he did. And it silenced us all. He said he's afraid of my dad tho. Which amused me. Everyone's afraid of my dad. Anyhow, it was super awkward. We just sat and stared at each other. He said he was sorry for the day before and that he would make it up to me one day. I just said that it was okay and i didn't mind at all. Which i actually did. But oh well. 

I went away to Lutfi, Arief and Aziza who were sitting at the garden. I didn't know what to say to Akmal. Lutfi can't stand smoke. So he sat far away from the man who was smoking near the door. So it was only Arman, Akmal, Zafran, Aina and Akmal's friend. Aina said they began taking, but she could sense the tense in the air. Which i'm sure was just her. He left soon after, because his mom wanted him home. I found out that his mom didn't let him go, but he wanted. So he told his mom that he's going out just to buy food. Hm, i actually felt bad after.

After he left, we just sat, motionless as before. We got bored soon. And after they ate, we decided to walk to the park. I tried my best to walk next to Arman. I really did. It made me happy that he was next to me. Kinda hard to believe really. 

We were walking, and i kind of dragged Arman behind. I took out all my courage and hugged him. I mean, of course i told him first. He was so... Soft. I felt really comfortable and at peace in his arms. I didn't want to let go. But we had to. So i let him go and we walked like before. No one saw tho, so that was good. I couldn't stop smiling, so i just stared at the clouds and looked at the rocks on the ground. I know, so pathetic. I know. 

When we reached the park, they began telling me how huge the park was and how lucky i am to be staying in a place like that. I just laughed, but wished i could live in DU instead. With them. 

Somehow, we ended playing Hide And Clap. It freaked out Aina a bit, but it was okay. We laughed alot. Oh but Hana wasn't around. Sigh.

It soon then turned 7.15, and we decided to walk back. We all then went upstairs and the boys prayed. The girls (and Zafran) were in my room, and we began taking pictures and laughing at random jokes. Suddenly we heard a knock and there was Hana. I was so happy i actually jumped to her and hugged her. 

After the boys finished praying, we went to the living room and played Truth And Truth. It went well and we laughed alot. When suddenly it was my turn. All of them asked Arman to ask me, and so he did. It took awhile and everyone was looking at me and him. I wondered what he was gonna ask me, but then he said it. "Sarah, would you go to prom with me?" I was so shocked. And speechless. I didn't know what to say (yes, they recorded it). And of course, i said yes. Maybe i'll actually upload the video one day. We went for a few more rounds until they had to go back. They actually skipped tuition for me, which i find really touching. They're amazing.

When it was time for them to go back, all of us (me, Hana, Aina, Zafran) went out to say goodbye. I wanted to cry tbh, but i couldn't. They were walking towards their car, when everyone shouted my name and i looked over to them and Arman blew me a kiss. Ahahahaha. It was so funny. He was adorable. 

The day went on like normal. But i couldn't forget what just happend. The smile, not fading, even a bit.

Me and Aina skyped and stuff after (Aina wrote about it on her blog which i'm so lazy to type about). But lets just say, it had something to do with Mus. Ahahaha.

Aina went back the day after, which totally bummed me. I felt really empty. Sigh. Until now. 

I noticed now that i have amazing friends, and i'm thankful. Alhamdullilah. I hope to have more amazing memories with them. InsyaAllah.