Goodbye
So hi! Its currently 3 pm and i'm blasting Max and Alyson Stoner's cover of Sweater Weather. I'm so in love with this cover. So so so in love. I need to finish up my sketches for Pn Azma. Sigh. Oh yes, Aina just went back an hour ago. Her dad picked her up because she has work at 3. So we decided to take photos outside before she leaves.
(A few of the 2648929293 photos that we took)
Yes, our photos are never normal. But hey, it makes it 99 % more special.
Seeing her work makes me want to work. Aaaaaaah, i want to work so so so bad. Why does school have to end so late? If i had school from 8 am - 2 pm i could work at 3/4/5/6 pm near my house. Haih. This sucks. Talking about money, i'm supposed to go yo Foals with Azi on Tuesday. My mom agrees on sending me and everything. But i need buckssss. I have only 100. I have no idea what happened to the other 100. I don't remember buying anything... Sigh. I think i spent it on food. I tried asking Kakak for tickets. I really really hope she'll get it tomorrow latest. InsyaAllah! I hope so! Haih. Money money money.
Yknow what? I really need to start saving up. Never thought money could mean so so much. Okay, so i get 200 a month. So i decided to bring only 5 a day. So that makes 25 a week. So 100 a month. I would be saving half of the money i get. Is that even enough... God. Its so hard not working. Seeing people work. Getting money. Growing up. It kills me. Because i can't do the same thing. Aina was going through blogshops, choosing things to buy. Because she's getting gaji tomorrow. She's so lucky she works with her parents. I mean, yeah, the has to work hard and she doesn't have much time for herself. But hey, she gets paid. I'm going to school everyday. It feels just as tiring. Sewing is tiring. Standing for hours. I wish i was paid. Oh, but the school did say we would get an allowance every semester. Not sure how much tho. I think around 5k (insyaAllah!). Around 833 ringgit for a month. It would go into my bank right away tho. But hey, it feels like i'm paid to go to school. So i don't mind.
I really hope i can work soon and at least pay for my own food and top up or whatever. Thinking about how much i trouble my parents kills me. And i'm supposed to be 18. I'm supposed to be old enough to make my own money. My mom knows my situation (college and all), so she doesn't mind much. But that doesn't lessen the heavy feeling i have in my heart. Oh well, i need to really work hard for my parents. For my family.
Well, thats enough for today! Gotta start colouring my sketches. Good bye!
Yknow what? I really need to start saving up. Never thought money could mean so so much. Okay, so i get 200 a month. So i decided to bring only 5 a day. So that makes 25 a week. So 100 a month. I would be saving half of the money i get. Is that even enough... God. Its so hard not working. Seeing people work. Getting money. Growing up. It kills me. Because i can't do the same thing. Aina was going through blogshops, choosing things to buy. Because she's getting gaji tomorrow. She's so lucky she works with her parents. I mean, yeah, the has to work hard and she doesn't have much time for herself. But hey, she gets paid. I'm going to school everyday. It feels just as tiring. Sewing is tiring. Standing for hours. I wish i was paid. Oh, but the school did say we would get an allowance every semester. Not sure how much tho. I think around 5k (insyaAllah!). Around 833 ringgit for a month. It would go into my bank right away tho. But hey, it feels like i'm paid to go to school. So i don't mind.
I really hope i can work soon and at least pay for my own food and top up or whatever. Thinking about how much i trouble my parents kills me. And i'm supposed to be 18. I'm supposed to be old enough to make my own money. My mom knows my situation (college and all), so she doesn't mind much. But that doesn't lessen the heavy feeling i have in my heart. Oh well, i need to really work hard for my parents. For my family.
Well, thats enough for today! Gotta start colouring my sketches. Good bye!
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