Late

So hi! This is a rather late post because this happend a few days back. But whatever. So i'm gonna talk about what happend on Sunday! (Its Thursday already, i know right? Bullsheyt) Anywho, i went to The Big Bad Wolf Book Fair at the Mines with Nirupha, my dad and my sister. Nirupha, as usual, suddenly invites a mystery guy. So after picking and packing books (in which Nirupha just wanted to go shopping), my dad paid and we planned to have lunch somewhere before going back. But Nirupha decided to change our plans and told my dad she was going to belanja me somewhere, which also means she can spend time with her mystery guy. Which tbh, is pretty rude. Sigh. But idk. After leaving MEICC, we went to the mall. We walked around and around and around (went to Uniqlo and i saw this cute blue hoodie for only 39 ringgit!). She bought some dresses and hoodies. And we took selfies in the fitting room (as girls always do).

(Btw, i coloured my hair! Just lettin y'all know)

(If i'm not mistaken these were taken a day after but idk, oh well)

(Big Bad Wolf Book Sale)

(Fitting room selfies!)

(I actually really liked this dress, sigh, why are you so expensive?)

(Meh selfies meh)

(Camera 360 makes me look so weird hahahahaha ok)

After that, we finally went to eat. She belanja-ed me tho. So i didn't complain much. After that, her dad come and told us to come out. So after Nirupha bid her goodbyes with her sweetheart, we went to find for the main exit. Which was, totally hard to find. We went up, down, everywhere. We successfully found it after around an hour. Yes, that horrible. After that we went back and well, thats pretty much it.

She did meet up with her sweetheart a couple of times after that tho. Sigh. I mean, i don't mind her going out with him and everything. But i really dislike it when she uses my name. Like "i'm going to Sarah's place for awhile" "i'm going to Tutti Frutti with Sarah!". Tbh, it pisses me off. Because her mom will end up calling me and i do not like lying to her parents. And especially mine. What if her mom calls my mom and my mom will ask me? I'm definitely not going to lie. She's a dear friend, and i really care about her. But sometimes, it gets on my nerves because later her mom will think i'm a bad influence and that i don't respect Nirupha's safety. I told her how i feel tho. I really hope she understands. Sigh.

Anyway, tomorrow's Friday, and i actually planned to go out with Arman and Lissa. But well, too bad Arman can't go because he has work. We actually planned to go out on Wednesday, but i couldn't go. Sigh. Oh well, tak ada rezeki. There's nothing we can do. I'm sure we'll meet up really soon. InsyaAllah. I miss him alot. More than i'm supposed to. I just miss him being around, just listening, just looking at each other. I feel so at peace with him. Just thinking about him makes everything better. I really hope we can meet up soon. I really do.

Oh, in a way, my mom doesn't really bug me much about Arman anymore. Yeah sure, she ejeks me and all saying "hows Harry Potter?" "Aiseh Billa's boyfriend ehem ehem" and stuff. But i think she's actually okay with Arman. So i'm really really glad. Alhamdullilah.

Back to reality, its already Thursday. And i didn't do much school work at all. For now, i have PKK behind me. But i need to finish the minit mesyuarat by tonight. And i need to study my agama (so freaking scared for the quiz!) and i need to revise on my chemistry. I don't understand shit. I already got the info for the science presentation. But i do not understand at all. I'm dead. Sigh. I don't think we have anything else... I hope so. I really need to study. Sigh. Arman was supposed to teach me tomorrow. Haih. Oh well. What to do.

I need to get started on my minit mesyuarat. I'm in the zone! (bersemangat dan berfikiran positive untuk minda yang cergas!) okay wtv. Ahahaha. InsyaAllah i'll update soon! Thats all for now.

Peace out xo