Alone But Surrounded

Hi. So, why am i updating? Because i'm alone. Totally alone. I ate alone. Zunita went upstairs with Naeji. Syasya's with Aina. Hazimah's with Zayyanah. Jeka's with her friends. Sigh. I guess i'll have to get used to this. I mean, yeah. They talk to me. Invite me here, there. But, i feel like keeping to myself for now. I just woke up from my 3 hour nap, and i didn't exactly wake up happy. I don't remember what i dreamt about, but it made me wake up emotionless, sad, dissapointed. I'm in front of the surau now. Looking at people coming in, after the interview. I hope the interview went well for all of them. I wonder what's wrong with me. Sigh. Why am i feeling this way? The only thing that made me smile was a text i got from Arman. 

I miss him alot. I miss my friends alot. I just realized i didn't update about Melaka. At all. Oh well. Sigh. Oh, have you ever tasted heaven? 

You're welcome. Teehee. Well, i'm going to go to the canteen. Good bye.

Its 4.32 pm, exactly. And i'm too lazy to start a new post. So, i'm gonna continue this one. Now i realize who my real friends are. Friends who would stick by me through whatever. Friends who would be here when i'm sad, happy, angry and all the other emotions. I mean, everyone has someone who doesn't like them. Nobody's perfect and not everyone can accept your flaws. I've been in this school for 3 years already, and guess what? I think i have found the few people who would actually care if i cried, or if i was so insanely happy. Not everyone would care, but i'm lucky enough to have a few by my side. Alhamdullilah.

Everything happens for a reason. "People who would love you even if you killed someone, are the type of people who wouldn't judge you and stay by your side for eternity." I mean, who's perfect right? Everyone has flaws. Well, its already 4.38 pm. So i'm gonna go walk to the train station, change and go to klcc to meet my dad. May there not be alot of people. InsyaAllah. Good bye!