Face Slap

Well, hello. Its the 5th day of school. There's an interview for the courses so my class and i are in the surau, doing our own thing. Ahaha. I wish school was like this everyday. No learning, just sleeping and chilling. But yeah, what would we be in years to come? A nobody. Unless we have some sort of special talent that would wow millions. Anyway, the past few days were... Interesting. The 1st day was absolutely terrifiying. But the rest of the days were okay, alhamdullilah. Yesterday, i slept alot. And i mean, alot. I was in the bengkel with Syasya, Ayunie, Nad and Nasuha. We talked and talked and slept and talked. 

Yknow what i can't stand? When you try so hard to please someone, and you try so hard to be nice, and they stab you and leave you. Just like that. I tried so hard to be nice, i was so sincere. Sigh. I don't get it. Why do people step on me just because i'm nice? Why can't they just be nice? What did i ever do to them? I know this shouldn't really concern me, but i feel so hurt by her actions. I couldn't sleep well, because i felt so at fault. I felt like i didn't deserve a friend. Like i was a lousy friend. But this morning, i thought to myself, what did i ever do to her? All i did was be nice. I was there for her when she had no one. I supported and cheered her up when she was down. I was with her every step of the way. And look at her now. Acting like i'm no one. A nobody. Some loser who's desprately seeking for unnessary attention. Sigh. 

Anyway, Arman couldn't talk to me that long last night. I waited for him for awhile, but he didn't show up, because he was helping out his friend. Its okay, i mean, she needed him that time. I would've talked to my guy friend too if he was going through the same thing. 

Oh, and his letter that he sent me arrived yesterday. It was so cute eventhough it was average envelope. It just... Attracted me somehow. He sent me the usb he got for me from Daiso. He's such a sweetheart. 

I'm thinking of sending him a letter one day. But yeah, going to the post office isn't exactly my thing. But i think i'll give it a try nanti. Zunita is sleeping next to me. She's having problems with the girl as well. Sigh. I just doa that one day, she'll realize that we're really sincere about our friendship, and maybe, she'll change. You never know. Ahaha. I'm getting sleepy.... Eventhough i slept alot yesterday. So, off to sleep i go. Its only 10.50 am btw. Good night! 

Selfies before agama! (Last class of the day! Woohoo!)